I felt it might help some of you to know a little more about my feelings regarding the Nov 14th channelling (http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG224nov14.html ) and why this issue came up. Obviously, because it needed to!
Indulge me if you would!It’s not that I don’t believe that I am channelling these High Beings. I have obviously questioned this many times over the years, either due to a particular email received about something they may have said … or, perhaps the issues regarding the Pillars of Light and indeed the entire Oct 14th 2008. (Yet, I have totally found my peace with that.) Many channellers that I highly respect confirmed that the Oct 14th message was not a hoax and that indeed it was due to take place. (Matthew, (Suzy Ward) being one of them) … and so I am ok with this TRUTH.
However, it is more to do with the issues of ‘The Event’, ‘The Pillars of Light’ etc. … or, at this particular time … The FOL saying quite a while back … that people would know of them by the end of 2014 … Eh Hello?These are the things that confuse me … and yet, if I were to put those things aside and look at all that they teach, then I really think they are magnificently kind and Loving, and I honour them greatly.
Put yourself in my position, if you would for a moment. Yes, I have White Cloud speak through me, and that to some, may seem a little ‘extraordinary’. Over the years I accepted this gift and considering I was ill for 19 years, and that illness went away the minute I began channelling my Indian friend, I felt very strongly that this was a ‘mission’ for me to carry out in life.However, due to the Oct 14th message that went viral, more or less overnight … I had no idea that I would end up in my present position. That is … many thousands of people reading my conversations with … for want of a better word … E.T’s.
I do this neither for fame nor fortune, and the very fact that so many enjoy these communications keeps me going. In one way, I look at it … that it must be Truth, otherwise, why would so many follow their teachings? The Universe provides for my needs always, in one way or another … and that too, makes me FEEL that I must be on track.I do not ‘see’ The Federation. I do not hear them. I have a telepathic conversation with them. They speak in a different manner than I do, and often I have to ‘Google’ a word to check if it fits in with the sentence. It always does …profoundly! THEY use a lot of words that I am only vaguely aware of!
So, are you still putting yourself in my position? Just a ‘normal’ person … making my way through life, like everyone else … apart from this ‘thing’ I seem to have going on with Light Beings.What if it was you? What if the conversations you TRUSTED you were having with E.T’s were shared with thousands, many thousands? What if The Federation said they would bring up the issues YOU had discussed with them, in their High Council meetings? You! Your issues! How would YOU FEEL? Would YOU think it to be real?
It’s not that I thought they were lying … I've NEVER felt that. I just make a joke of it with friends and family … in the sense of ‘Yeah right! As if!’. Like, THEY have these Highly important Universal meetings and then say ‘Next on the agenda, that Earthling Blossom Goodchild is putting forth the needs of Earthlings once again!’ Could YOU credit that? If that was YOUR name instead of mine? And fully KNOW it was an actual reality?
I guess, when I try to sort it out in my head … I just don’t see myself as being THAT important! Would you? Do you see where I am coming from? What if The Federation were putting YOUR thoughts on ‘Showing up’ or ‘Getting on with The Event’ … to these very High powered E.T’s that OVERSEE the OVERSEERS! Would you believe it REALLY happens?
So, that’s where I have been in my head of late. Sometimes, just wondering if this is all for real? For me, it is essential that I am bringing through TRUTH … that is why I have had so many ups and downs with my relationship with them.
I KNOW DEEP DOWN, The Federation of Light are of a High vibration and the Purest Love. Over the years, I have had quite a few ‘surprising’ emails from ‘unexpected’ people who have ‘let my soul know’ on a deeper level that I indeed should carry on … and that what I am bringing through is of the Highest Truth … and these particular emails have given me such a boost of reassurance .
The energy that The Federation brought through on this last channelling, when repeatedly asking me if I believed that these issues I put forth, were brought up in their councils … took me by surprise! It was by no means telling me off … yet; THEY were ADAMANT that I answered the question. I totally understood where they were coming from, as it dawned on me HOW IMPORTANT it was … to LOOK AT this situation.They were so right … If I only half-heartedly believed that this was the case … then there would be little point in carrying out my mission! (That’s how I felt about sending out the Oct 14th message. That’s why I had to do it! ) I hadn’t really looked at these ‘present’ matters that way.
If I think too deeply about it all, I cannot help but think ‘Why on Earth me?’ On one level I have totally accepted it … I tune in every week … and off we go. I send it out … Done!
Judging from many emails I receive, I CLEARLY am not as deep a thinker as many. My head just doesn’t go to places that many people’s seem to do.
Do I really think ships will appear in the sky? Yes, I do. Or, do I just HOPE they will? Yet, I cannot grasp the reality of it … and what would take place when they do. So, I don’t think too deeply about it. The way I look at things is … how can we KNOW until it IS taking place? I just KNOW I want it to happen!I don’t know whether or not I may have offended some folk who read this. You may think I do not take it all seriously enough. Truly … this isn’t the case. I hope you know that! I take ‘my responsibility’ of bringing through TRUTH, very seriously indeed.
I just can’t quite get to grips with the fact it was ME that got chosen to do this, out of so many that must have volunteered! When I think about that TOO deeply … it blows my head off! So, I don’t!I will carry on doing what I do. Yet, I KNOW this last conversation with them has ‘shifted’ something within me. I could FEEL that so strongly, as they continued to ask … in order to get the answer.
I FELT it only fair to try and explain why it came about … and to try and let you know where I am coming from.Hoping I have … if only a little.
Thank you all so very much for sticking with me … walking along side me … holding hands as we travel. There are so many beautiful souls who write and tell me to keep on keeping on … so I do!
Where it will lead us … who knows! Yet, I do know …. I’ll see you there!
Golden Rays to you.Blossom G.